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It's So Dark And I'm Drunk

by Ooni

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1.
Try your best to act indifferent Only liars feign their interest I cannot tell anymore I cannot tell anymore Colors and light acting static Beauty and noise have no difference I cannot tell anymore I cannot tell anymore
2.
There's a guilt within my head that Takes away the things I said and Looks at me with eyes too loud It sends a movement through my spine that Hides away her pretty eyes and Just wont let me work it out But now I think it's too late There's something else coming Confusing the fear with anger That knows me too well There's solace in company It's hiding in empathy Confusing what love I have for Something I deserve There's a sudden change around That reminds me that I'm lucky To be able to forget There's a few friends that I keep that Hold with them something I need I let it walk away at first But now I think it's coming But I don't think I'm ready It's a scary choice to Fight or embrace it
3.
Lazy days through summer time Losing track of what I want War keeps tugging at my sleeve Make friends with old anxieties I walk around my dying town Where once I hoped to shape the ground But now I see the frailty In everything I still dream of moving faster than I do I still wish I could talk to you Like I still had a reason to Sleeping in till don't know when Burning bridges in a haze I'm having trouble saving face, there's No mistaking what I meant I know she keeps me on my feet But I still fear a tragedy Will come to take me far away From what I need I still wish that I had something left to fight Some hidden knot left to unwind To make sense of what's in my mind But now I don't know why No, now I don't know why I'm just so god damn tired and I Still wish that we had some time
4.
The Sound 03:57
It knows what I need And hides its odd face through emotion that I've Kept close to me Nobody knows of the demon I see Now all of my senses belong to the sun No, I have no say anymore So it tries to lure me in with what I want But I'm far too old I wanna hide you I wanna show you off I know it has me But please show some mercy I don't wanna wrong anymore I trusted the sound As long as it kept both my feet on the ground But it showed me a truth That I never asked for I am digging a grave, I am spending your time Like it's not even mine anymore So yeah, I don't care if you do what you want But ask if it hurts when I need you I want to touch you I want to slow you down I know you have me But I hope you know me Enough so that you understand
5.
You Are 03:37
Be good, be kind Don't ever change what you are Don't rip that glow from your voice and don't Tear our country apart You know you are the only one You are the only one You are the only one tonight I'm not asking For forgiveness of any kind I just want you to hear me out I want you to know what I'm all about I know I'm not The best singer this side of town There are things that I am and things that I'm not But I know that I want you and want you to know that you are The only one You are the only one You are the only one tonight Be good, be mine And take whatever you want Just please don't leave me too dry and please Don't be too unkind I know I'm not The greatest person to love I'm crowded, confusing I'm sad and depressing I'm mad and controlling But please keep in mind that you are The only one You are the only one You are the only one You are the only one tonight
6.
I was young once and I can't do it again I will die and I will not see it coming I may love you forever or I may forget You may leave me as long as you come back again I will promise you life in a world full of sin I may dismiss what's sacred and scar my own skin I may pray to a god that I don't believe in But it will be out of fear that I'm wrong once again If you have something to say, just let it all out I don't know for how long I'll be hanging around Cuz my mind doesn't stay still at all And my heart has been riddled with loss My own veins wont pump blood anymore I am lost in a stranger I know I am made up of oil, I am fossil fuel waste I am built up of demons I can't put to rest I am guilty and free, I have asked for my death I don't know how to say that I'm thankful for this I'm incapable of staying sober for long I can't say I love you without losing my voice I'm a product build up from the products I love I am empty but ready for more If I'm nothing to you, if I'm wasting my time Give me now and give me something better to find Cuz I'm done looking for a way out I have seen hope in what I have found And it took me a while to do But I've given it all up to you Time after time, I've wasted my years Wasted my fire, and wasted my tears But I'm working to try and change my old ways I am better now than I was in the good days And I'm sorry for what I may have done to you I know I have damaged some things for the truth But I would never have made it this far without you Without you, I'm nothing without you I have broken a promise to make it again I fought my own war with the heart in my chest All the hate that I had may have been put to rest I may still have time but I have run out of breath

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released January 1, 2016

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